Rescue hair in action!

Let the war begins. But first, equipped myself with some essentials: laptop, reference books, papers and concentration!

I've been spending half of noon time in the hair salon to do rebonding & treatment. Every 6 months have to pay a visit to rescue my curly, thick and dry hair- which inherited from my mom's. *really dislike curly hair, so hard to manage, sigh*

And so I bought a treatment shampoo for the next step in taking good care of my hair because with nice hair it can makes a person looks nicer :D

It contains less chemical ingredients and less fragrant than other shampoo products which means is better for our hair :)

Heard that there was an earthquake happened in Sabah this morning. Thank God no casualties have been reported and it somehow showed that anywhere in this world will face such phenomenon, because the earth will not last. Our eternal dwelling place is above.

That feeling

You say I'm crazy

                                                                                                         because you don't know my pain.

Reluctant

God is faithful and He will always be. 

This sem is going to come to an end, which indirectly means I'm entering 4th year soon- leaving campus and step into realistic world, soon :/ 

This is not the saddest part, knowing your batch mates who used to serve and journey with you together in cf are leaving soon is more tearing.
And, we can't graduate together, taking pictures with square hats and robes together 

Despite the sadness I have, I wanna thank God for placing me here-USM instead of other campus.

Because I know He placed me here for a purpose, and I still remember. I have one more year to work hard for. 

I'm here to share His love to my dad, aunties and non believer friends. I know I've been busy and stop doing it for some time. Since I have stepped out from the excoship, I shall continue what God has in store for me previously and probably in coming days.

You know that

when he really appreciate something that you spent hours to make for him,
it is indescribable!



Today's sermon was a reminder for me:
We are God's worshipper not consumer.
What's the difference between these two?
Worshipper is walk the talk, live out a Christ-like manner,
but consumer is want and demand from God, praise Him for His provisions.
It is not wrong to give thanks for the needs and dreams that have been fulfilled, it is the intentions that reflects who we are and how we portray God.
We should remember His salvation and pass the message around, by words plus actions.

#TheIndianUncleIMetTodayIsKind

Random run

I was actually planned to run yesterday, but the gloomy clouds all were gathered and forced me to cancelled my initial plan. How sad!

But thank God for today's weather- clear sky and white cotton candies accompanied me all the way to stadium.

Met Bernice before crossing the road and we run together with different pace. I ran 5 rounds and speed at the last 200m then walked fast for the final round, good improvement and I give myself a thumb for my performance, hehe.

Trust in Him not in him

Jesus, Jesus, how I trust Him!
How I’ve proved Him o’er and o’er;
Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus!
Oh, for grace to trust Him more!

Conflict, cornflake

Conflict is something we can't predict and avoid. It is tiring, but through it you can know more about yourself and another person.

A conflict that filled with love, hurtful words, sense of guilt, timidness. We often seek for peace, even the hope of the world is to live together peacefully.I really don't like conflict because I witnessed it lots during my childhood time. And when myself is experiencing conflict, I tend to take a step back, grab the faults as they were my mistakes to make sure no war to be continued or happened again. I was wrong.

I want to solve it quick, but it's just for temporary used. It's important that both sides should listen to one another before any assumption is made. Not to judge him or her before they make their further explaination.

Patient is the key to extinguish burning coals. 

The more you listen, the more you can understand the feelings deep inside and their actual thoughts. We don't want to lose a relationship with worthless mouth fight, we try to redeem and make it works, if we really care for it. 

I believe every normal couple fights if they truly love each other. Embrace their weaknesses for who they are and grow together in Him. We hardly change by ourselves, but by His help and our willingness, nothing is impossible. :)

Mature?

When will you grown up to be a mature person? Mature in thinking, in doing has become so important in dealing with people, especially in a relationship. You are not a little kid to be pampered but a helper to give support and help each other grow towards Christ-likeness. 

You'll find secure in God and not to seek it from man. You trust that person because you put trust in God. Anyhow it takes time when you had past experiences that made you emotionally weaker.

You just have to try and try and try

What's next? Get back to His arm, tell Him that you need Him, wait upon Him to speak to you. 

We don't simply fall in love, we step into it. As a Christian, we pray and search for that person. We make friends and everything begins from there. You think far until marriage, not just for the sake of someone to be with you or to occupy your empty schedule.
You seek for His guidance and you ask your parents. You are not alone in this journey.

And you will be blessed by many, on the day you both stand before the podium, where the vow is made.

Today's get

Finally I got to watch Fast 7 with Mr HP! It's a good movie with awesome effects but a bit illogical for few parts. Overall, good.

Penang has been so hot recently, I guess God heard our complaints and mumbles so He gives us sky water to nourish the dry land and our dry souls :P

Going to finished my 3rd journal and I've grab my 4th one to encourage/ force myself to do quiet time more regularly. Hehe :)



Btw, I've bought a new bible from Popular using BB1M voucher since I couldn't buy my sharpieee, huhu.

No sunrise day

Who will wake up at 5am to watch the shining stars and the coming up sun?

The USM students who don't need much sleep went to SOLLAT to have picnic and enjoy sceneries at the same time. 







We couldn't get to watch the sun rising up, it was blocked by the dark clouds.



The ladies, Sophia, Alie & Ivy repared food and drinks for us. So sweet of them <3



The photographers :D

Twas a great fellowship early in the morning, we finally went to Ah Lai Coffee Shop under the big tree! :D

Easter Dayyy!

I've attended the Easter Conference held by BRGH for the passed 3 consecutive days.
It was fruitful of knowing more about Jesus' crucifixion and His resurrection.
The fellowship with brothers and sisters in Christ was good and fun too,
the not-so-good part was forgot to take a picture as a memory to keep.

#JesusDiedAndRoseAgain #ForYouAndMe #ToDoTheFather'sWill #HisAgapeLove

Way back into love

All I wanna do is find a way back into love...lalalalala

Can't remember when was the time that I first listening to this love song, the lyrics says the meaning of love beautifully!

Zero contact

I really cherish my friends who always stand by me when I need them.
Because they know it's not easy for both of us to be together and now, something has changed.
But I'm still trusting God, knowing He is in control of all of these.
This song suddenly popped out in my mind,
which I've been scratching my head to figure out for the past few days:
You are my freedom, Jesus You're the reason, I'm kneeling again at Your throne,
where would I be without You, here in my life, here in my life.

It's a choice

The love that Christ commands us to demonstrate is not based on a sweet emotion,
but on an often difficult choice to put aside our own feelings and do what is best for someone else even when they don't deserve it.
Truly all is by the grace of God.

What's wrong with me?

I pray that Father Your love fills me and not seeking it from humankind.

Because ONLY YOU can satisfy our thirsty souls.

Amen.

Troublemaker

I found myself a troublemaker,

even a tiny little bean thing can trigger my "jealousy" gland.

I shouldn't ask for more, no. 

I shouldn't forcing people to do what they are not willing to do.

Ended up they just do for the sake of doing without genuine heart. 

What for? Hmm.

Will I be contented if I'm single?

I came across to this article blog-ed by Bethany Baird titled:
"Are you willing to give up the guy?"

It sounds like a challenge to me and I pondered about it. Am I willing to give up the guy if it's God's will and not mine? What if I'm still loving him?

I had a failed relationship before and it was heart wrenching. It's not easy to end it when you're the one that keep on giving yet receive nothing. But now I thanks God because the act of letting go had trade a better me in return.

In short,

God's love never fails.

The Theory of Everything?

One afternoon, I got nothing to do, oopss. I should say I sort of allowed myself to do my favourite thing- watch MOVIE!

Yea, I like to watch movie and drama series.

From romance genre to action, adventure, comedy...

And the movie I picked for today is The Theory of Everything

It was about the biographical romantic story of Stephen Hawking

How he met his wife and formed his theory.

He's more brilliant than Einstein, but sadly he's an atheist.

Just hope that he can discover God one day since he used to have a wife who has a strong faith.

Me, as a Christian. I doubted His presence before and in future maybe it'll happen again.
God doesn't failed to show His faithfulness and kindness to me.
Wondering how can I share my faith to others when myself is struggling with my sins.
Only through reading His words (Bible) and keep this relationship on going.
I'm not an obedient daughter of His, but I'm trying :')

It's Jesus' Birthday!

CHRISTMAS, what is Christmas without Christ?

It's not about Santa Claus, the decorations, glittering ambience, etc.
But a Saviour was born to us, and His name is Jesus =D

Let the pictures conclude how I spent my time on Christmas day:

Christmas event by PKA
" I once was lost but now am found, was blind but now I see"

Pre-Christmas background with my beloved sis, Mei Hua

Le Christmas dinner with family at Harvest Times Cafe

Sungai Nibong Gospel Hall visitation
Second time of attending their Christmas special service,
good job drama team! *thumbs up*

PKA family members group photos (funny version)

Christmas celebration in my church
Cute Sunday school kids performed dance and singing

Let us not to forget the purpose of celebrating Christmas.
I wish that all of you having a Blessed Christmas!

By the way, have you received the greatest gift? =)

I'm feeling 22!

Before stepping into the year of 2015, just 11 days before,

I celebrated my birthday!

Happiness, regretfulness, disappointments all struck me on this 20th of December.
Because of different expectations we had and my own selfishness, I just hurt the one I love.

People often say we don't know the true stories behind every pictures. Yea, indeed.
Like those sweet couple photos exposing in social media.
Who knows what actually happened before or after that.
Love, is not that easy when you know it's something worth fighting for and even waiting.
But, through this special day of mine, I see His better plan.
He drew me back to His arms again calmly, gently..
Though I couldn't listen to His voice, but I know He's there for me.

He brought really awesome friends into my life,
Who will cares for you and gives you physically, mentally and spiritually supports.
All the efforts they put triggered my tear gland to function.

To conclude this in a more cheerful way, I want to thanks God for bringing him into my life.
Thanks for not giving up on me and yet bring me closer to Him :P
And also not to forget, I've received the...
#BestBirthdayGiftEver <3