Reluctant

God is faithful and He will always be. 

This sem is going to come to an end, which indirectly means I'm entering 4th year soon- leaving campus and step into realistic world, soon :/ 

This is not the saddest part, knowing your batch mates who used to serve and journey with you together in cf are leaving soon is more tearing.
And, we can't graduate together, taking pictures with square hats and robes together 

Despite the sadness I have, I wanna thank God for placing me here-USM instead of other campus.

Because I know He placed me here for a purpose, and I still remember. I have one more year to work hard for. 

I'm here to share His love to my dad, aunties and non believer friends. I know I've been busy and stop doing it for some time. Since I have stepped out from the excoship, I shall continue what God has in store for me previously and probably in coming days.

Random run

I was actually planned to run yesterday, but the gloomy clouds all were gathered and forced me to cancelled my initial plan. How sad!

But thank God for today's weather- clear sky and white cotton candies accompanied me all the way to stadium.

Met Bernice before crossing the road and we run together with different pace. I ran 5 rounds and speed at the last 200m then walked fast for the final round, good improvement and I give myself a thumb for my performance, hehe.

Conflict, cornflake

Conflict is something we can't predict and avoid. It is tiring, but through it you can know more about yourself and another person.

A conflict that filled with love, hurtful words, sense of guilt, timidness. We often seek for peace, even the hope of the world is to live together peacefully.I really don't like conflict because I witnessed it lots during my childhood time. And when myself is experiencing conflict, I tend to take a step back, grab the faults as they were my mistakes to make sure no war to be continued or happened again. I was wrong.

I want to solve it quick, but it's just for temporary used. It's important that both sides should listen to one another before any assumption is made. Not to judge him or her before they make their further explaination.

Patient is the key to extinguish burning coals. 

The more you listen, the more you can understand the feelings deep inside and their actual thoughts. We don't want to lose a relationship with worthless mouth fight, we try to redeem and make it works, if we really care for it. 

I believe every normal couple fights if they truly love each other. Embrace their weaknesses for who they are and grow together in Him. We hardly change by ourselves, but by His help and our willingness, nothing is impossible. :)

No sunrise day

Who will wake up at 5am to watch the shining stars and the coming up sun?

The USM students who don't need much sleep went to SOLLAT to have picnic and enjoy sceneries at the same time. 







We couldn't get to watch the sun rising up, it was blocked by the dark clouds.



The ladies, Sophia, Alie & Ivy repared food and drinks for us. So sweet of them <3



The photographers :D

Twas a great fellowship early in the morning, we finally went to Ah Lai Coffee Shop under the big tree! :D

Zero contact

I really cherish my friends who always stand by me when I need them.
Because they know it's not easy for both of us to be together and now, something has changed.
But I'm still trusting God, knowing He is in control of all of these.
This song suddenly popped out in my mind,
which I've been scratching my head to figure out for the past few days:
You are my freedom, Jesus You're the reason, I'm kneeling again at Your throne,
where would I be without You, here in my life, here in my life.

More More Tea Island Getaway!

30th of July, I took bus from KL to Penang with a gentle lady, Sharon.

Endured the journey of second hand smoke isn't easy,

I thank God for the journey mercies =)

And a funny thing happened after both of us reached KL-

We went to the wrong platform!
So sorry for friends who'd waited us for one hour. *sorry*

All of us slept in the bus until we reached Kuala Terengganu at 4 in the morning.
Had our breakfast in a kopitiam located in Chinatown,
we took 9am ferry after that and finally 



We stepped on the beach of Redang Island! =D

  
The eye-catching scene beautifully presented in front of us! *excited*

We settled down everything in a traditional kampung style chalet
and ran to the beach to take some pictures.
3 days 2 nights were really fun,
Snorkelling, swimming, lots of conversation, etc
I'm so glad to know them through this trip =)

8 of us after snorkelling



And this trip was awesome because of

You!

I thank God for you to be in my life,
the hard times we had before
will be happen again in future.
But in Him, I place my trust. =)

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Cee-Pee-Arr!

Four days ago, I had my very first CPR- Committee Planning Retreat in Shah Alam,
together with another 10 awesome excos :)
One hour gone before depart,
What's punctuality? Probably this culture is hardly wipe off.

Being cheated by a bus ticket seller.
A promotion price of only Rm25 became Rm35.
The secret of extra Rm10 which kept inside his pocket was revealed because of my honesty.
Me and one of my friend settled it by came up to the office to explain
and thanks God we got our money back.

So, we spent 7 hours to reach the destination safely by taking bus & ktm.
Was a bit tiring but fun.
We had our 3 days of planning in Shah Alam Gospel Centre,
from brainstorming the theme until Big Picture,
everything was smooth & fine.
We got to eat the famous Char Siew Rice (barbecued pork rice) there,
treated by our Vice President, Ben.

Second night after meeting,
we played Taboo game by whispering and grandmother story.
Because there was another group of people staying next door,
we have to laugh without making sound, so funny!
Had yummy food bought from Ramadan market on that night as well.

The last day before back to Penang, I went to few places in KL
And not to forget to try the delicious beef noodles in Petaling Street.

Last, but not least, what's retreat without photo?

The Char Siew Rice

Food from Ramadan market

Famous Beef Noodles

The Excos







Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity. Colossians 3:12-14

Beautiful creations

Had a great dinner with PKA's family in Khunthai yesterday.

Before the dishes were served,

I went to the beach and amazed by the sunset scenery.

So I took the portrait down and saved it in my phone.

His hands made things perfectly, thank you Father! :D

"I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; 

your works are wonderful, I know that full well." 

-Psalm 139:14-

A simple drawing

I've received a letter today from my little friend.

A letter included a paper of her drawing.

A love in a heart, a mug with drinks, a girl and a house? (still guessing)

Altough it's simple but I feel touch when I receive it.

Sometimes, just a small little action

could brings out a huge and strong impact to others.

Never doubt it.

A bible verse that encouraged me today,

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers. 

-Galatians 6: 9,10-

Have a good day, dear readers ;D