Mature?

When will you grown up to be a mature person? Mature in thinking, in doing has become so important in dealing with people, especially in a relationship. You are not a little kid to be pampered but a helper to give support and help each other grow towards Christ-likeness. 

You'll find secure in God and not to seek it from man. You trust that person because you put trust in God. Anyhow it takes time when you had past experiences that made you emotionally weaker.

You just have to try and try and try

What's next? Get back to His arm, tell Him that you need Him, wait upon Him to speak to you. 

We don't simply fall in love, we step into it. As a Christian, we pray and search for that person. We make friends and everything begins from there. You think far until marriage, not just for the sake of someone to be with you or to occupy your empty schedule.
You seek for His guidance and you ask your parents. You are not alone in this journey.

And you will be blessed by many, on the day you both stand before the podium, where the vow is made.